Tuesday, May 10, 2016

IN THE BEGINNING....1/30

"In poems we trust"
This thought stayed inside
Until my pen brought our words to life
A poem written
is a poets lottery win...

Silence has been the deadliest literature
Spoken word made thoughts a weapon
Poetry isn't always a happening
Its expressions that suddenly happened
Mind provoking
When tongues are bitten
Lost voices become written
When spittin truths
Is our "Art of Noise" on words we're choking.........on
I'm pledging 30 days of
Voices
3o days of
Writing
30 days of
Versatility
30 days of
Passion
and 30 days of
Poems performed in poetry
from a poet who loves words....


 ~TNW~
‪#‎NaPoMo‬
‪#‎Poem1‬

APATHY...2/30





In a relationship with my pen
A marriage with my poetry
Journals are witnesses to my trials...

My thoughts are with conflicting
Battling decisions my heart makes
I shrug at my interest for my PENtrest.
Caring is a dropping stock,
In this "Dow Love Jones"
Love overboard
In sinking relationships
My pen threatens to protest
Papers are packing to leave me
All this miscommunication
Because I decided to memorize and recite
Without jotting a word down for poetry.



~TNW~

BREATHE....3/30





Over anxious
Over thinking
Overstanding...

Almost over it
Wanting to let go
Release this build up tension
Thoughts have road blocks
Body too numb to respond
I sit in corners with balled up feelings
I refuse to function as disfunctional
One last opportunity
See if the fables are true
I either do or die
or Die trying
Preparation is set
Writing vein emerges
Bic don't fail me now
Incision complete
Multiple injections of Blue and Black stimuli's
I feel the flow
It burns, so I must let go
Hyper-ventilation is back to 3 sec exhales
Inhales are PENtoxicated
I finally found my juice
The source for my writers block excuse
Formula
Pen times Ink Square = WRITING



~TNW~

Monday, May 9, 2016

COLLISION...4/30





Didn't see it coming
I'm sure I stayed my lane
Nothing in my road of clarity...

My path was certain
But the impact happened
Two forces collided
No one assured about me ensured
Neither of us was insured
Punitive damages
Collateral sacrifices
Our hearts can not beat no faster
I'm sure the sign said, " Love One way"
Accidental purposes
Finding "Love on a two way street".



~TNW~

DISINGENUOUS...5/30





Tears,
Are only pourig falls raining from low streams
Looking for acceptance...

Imploring for forgiveness
My iniguity was truly unplanned
I allowed this wickedness to cloud me
My communication is incoherent to your listening
Every move from here is punishable by your laws
You see every Truth to be a lie in disguise
No longer that Knight in shinning armor
but the wolf in sheeps clothing
I was blinded to think
My ways are Godly
Emotions misguided by troubling spirits
And spirits
Have been my nightly worships
from holding the bottle
while rubbing the bottle
Hoping a Jenny will come from the Devils nectar
to grant me a 3 wishes of "New Beginning"
Clutching my bible while praying
While swearing with the other hand
She loathe me
She loves me not
I would never leave you
I will never hurt you
The Echoes,
In auto-tunes voices
that now plagues the pages of my journal
The struggle continues for uprising
until then--
CLOSED CHAPTER.........



~TNW~

EUPHORIC...6/30





A Whole New World
Introduction to a feeling of lost art
Reviving muscles in frowns, refusing to smile...

I see glows that force fields me
The light is now shinning upon me
Heaven and Earth with my Angel
I rise to excitement
While I fall calmly in freedom
A tear drop of happy love
that causes my still pond to wave in infinity circles
I got bounce in my step
My hello's to passer buyers-
are sarcastically sincere
Is this love,
Is this love,
Is this love,
Is this love, That I'm feeling?
Pass this on to my Queen
Tag her in her timeline
Let likes, Love and OMG from you, flood her eyes
Let her know what poems in dedication-
looks like on Social media screens
Proving to her,
I don't do this for attention
Expression in words to HER,
is because my love's ATTENTIVE.....to HER
I chased you for courtships
Your name alone speaks with my last name on it
My hands join to your palms
Finger interlock in relationship status
Not once needing approval from others
besides the one we jointly call "OUR FATHER"
Is this love,
Is this love,
Is this love,
Is this love, that I'm feeling
Keep filling me with feelings
And know
This messenger chose you
As did my heart, mind and spirit did too.



~TNW~

FUSION....7/30





Going green with my brown
Every toxins are probiotic
My system adapts to outside cells...

No foreign debris invading good health
She saved my life
Introduce to a path for a trail mix
Turn me into a Vita-man
Possibly added a few more years to my nutrition
Give my body a second chance
A new green fuel
A me going green...



~TNW~